Seanness

Thanks for the memories Sean. Life without you will definitely be different to me. Past 2 months was awesome and we had lots and lots of good times together rite. We can skype one day and talk about it :)

Hell yeah remember our Zouk night, ice-cream nitessss, lake, ampang look out point :)

You're just like my lil brother, it feels like it tho.

Zouk night

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Shopping !

This is for you seans :) thanks for being part of my life. Now you're in, stay in !

Solo Freedom

Just had my finals and its all over. My final paper in this 1.5 years of foundation in HELP has finally come to an end. My future is now an empty road yet to decide. But yea, after paper guided kok to uptown with the girls and went for Nasi Lemak which was quite okay. Had this cool drink they called it the " Our Milo Ais Special Dinosaur" I was impressed by the picture so I gave it a try. It cost me RM 6 btw.

 

Above : " Our Milo Ais Special Dinosaur " 

It was actually ice-blended milo with lots of milo powder on top. 

Not really nice.

But yea went over to Wonder Milk in uptown and bought a Lomo Camera for Juliana. The cafe is quite nice and its really cool. Worth trying out for the atmosphere. Not sure about the food but they have cupcakes there. Food should be quite okay. They sell alot of cool toys there and its worth giving a visit. 

Yea as I was saying it was my last day in Foundation ( provided if i pass ) which I should be able to pass.
I dropped by kent's place around 4pm and I had to be his driver for the day / few days because he sprained his ankle and he can't drive. Went over teen's place with kent to chill and watch a movie " When In Rome " it was quite nice tho. Had Bak Kut Teh in KD and then we chilled at a cafe chatting / doing work.

The best was when we headed back to teen's house and we chilled outside her house stargazing with a big piece of cloth as our picnic mat and ate durian ! Had the guitar and we jammed and sang along for the night. It was a quality time I can say. Too bad not everyone's free to celebrate my freedom today. But yea, can't complain after having such lovely time together even if it's the 3 of us.

South Sea Seafood Restaurant

Just had a dinner with my family and cousinsssss. 

Somewhere deep inside the Subang Airport, which the restaurant is at this really "kampung" area and its seriously beside the runway. They used to be this CHINESE based restaurant which are very typical, with red cloth and metal spoons. Now they have been transformed into this "villa" concept. It's like eating on a deck. Their toilet just makes you feel like you're on a holiday, in a hotel / villa. I'm not kidding. It's air-conditioned. Note, this is located in a damn hell kampung area !  Magnificent chinese food served in western designed atmosphere. White cloth, fine dining styles, english jazz music played through the sound system. But you'll have to be smart to order, because they serve pretty expensive food. Bill came up close 4 digits for 13 people.

This is one damn hell big prawn. Awesome !!

Above : look at this aquarium. Now .. look again

Above : it says .. You may pee here.

The food was great. They have really good crabs, prawns, fishes, that can cost you up to RM 200 - RM 300 per dish 

What a picture can do

Tell me what you see.

What people would normally see is " a cup "

What a thinker would see is " an empty cup "

It doesn't have to look empty to know that it's feeling empty. Same goes to how you see a person. 

His or her life can seem like it is really happening but never know how empty it is deep inside.

I once used to think people who goes to art galleries or photo galleries are boring people who stand at the same spot for an hour starring at the same photo. I then realize, I could do the same now. The perfect shot will be a shot that makes people think. How a photograph / picture portrait itself can be interesting when you get to know about the meaning it carries. Like they say, a picture worth a thousand words. 

To me, with the suitable music it makes the picture perfect :)

I'm a thinker

I think I'm a powerful thinker. One that can lay on a field or my bed and gaze around thinking about anything to everything. I've been thinking about the past, present and future. How things came together and how it affects everything. Then how would the future be like. When we look back 20 years later, what will the story be like. I'm such a philosopher. I should just live by the beech in my lil small house with my loved one and just live a peaceful life there. 

Just kidding.

So much in my head, my head is loaded with stuff. Its about time to tell it out. Anyone ? :)

My 2nd Family

Dedicated to my brother from another mother, Jia Kent aka The Big One. 

All of us have known you for a long time and I've known you since we're 15. We had times together, definitely ups and downs. Without you, this family wouldn't be the same, no one knows if we'll all be together without any of us here. It's been a blessing to have Jia Kent to play a part in our life, he place us high up above, priority in him is us. So is everyone of us. I've gone through high school with you and we can say that we grew up together. Most of us did.

Event : well, Wei Chun was behind this as usual. He and his " MasterMind " somehow he got Jia Kent fooled that we are having this Futsal training by some well known coach which kinda made him go for a Jog in the morning and ate heavily in the afternoon. He fell for it. Came into Sunway Pyramid with Lik Man dressing up like his Pajamas - "Pariah" slippers, torn cloths, beggy shorts, un-styled square hair. It was all cool. Had a chicken buffet, quite cheap. Walked around Pyramid and bought this RM5 Japanese Ice-cream.

The Bomb was after, Leng came and we in cars of 5 headed to a Park in SS2 and all 8 of us crammed in my truck and we watched a video presentation by Wei Chun to Jia kent and Nigel through a laptop and through my sound system. It was really mesmerizing looking back at our memorable photos and videos that we captured through the journey we grew up together. It was one of the best moments together, we don't need to spend hundreds of $$ to go clubbing or party hard to have fun. Precious moments being together bonding is what we enjoy, with cheap bottles of drinks from the nearest mart with snacks. It was lovely.

Jkent : We had been strong all together as a family and we WILL be strong together as a family. With love, we grow stronger. Lets not allow distance and challenges drift us all apart. Missing a person will definitely be felt by us, incomplete.

To Narnia !

our trademark when we go for a drink. Cheers high above, " to Narnia ". A symbol of unity and friendship.

Friends comes and goes, true friends never leave. 

A true friend understands and help to work things out.

How I wish you were here with me =D

Zouk KL

I watched Inception !! and it's beyond awesome. Inception and Angels & Demons are one of the best shows ever to me :) Sean Nigel and me in tropicana city mall, early movie just after dinner and then we head to PARTY !

Was suppose to go Mist in Bangsar but we ended up in Zouk because most the friends are there. So, load the car up with petrol and we got lost in KL. Nice try.

After a few turnings here and there we found Zouk !! It was an awesome night especially with those cars, saw R8 silver, GTRsss, porchesssss and 1 Lambo :)

Yea and Nigel chipped off a small piece of my tooth while I was drinking from a beer bottle he BANG me with his shoulders ... but its cool. 

Then we got lost and ended up NEAR Kajang and i finally manage to get us back to PJ :)

I had a really really good time with them. One of the best. And I'm officially broke. totally over spent this 2 months. You wouldn't wanna know how much =S

Guess who we met in the morning. Okay its not morning but it's OUR morning :)

Our Beloved Nat !!! :) loves. 

Changes

Vuvuzela !!

Thing's been getting really hectic lately. Last minute assignments and crap stress over a video editing again. Making a movie isn't easy when you don't have a smooth transaction to the story. I realize it's the same applied to a person's life. When I'm down, i tend to see more sad occasions around me. Especially me and friends. Trouble floats around but I notice the existence more now. It's never easy going through something by yourself. Friends are there for a reason. A companion, a buddy, an angel that walks the journey with you with love. 

I've got uncountable friends who went, who is going, and is in Australia and people by my side, are leaving 1 by 1. It's just a matter of time. But does it have to be this soon and this far and this long ?

Recently, a couple of friends just left in this few weeks, overseas. Even when I knew they'll be there for a few months or a year plus, I'm still sad. What more those that are not even sure if they're coming back after their degree. What shatters will be the road ahead. Changes that I'm going through now, I'm not used to it and I need time to adapt. It won't be short i guess. Things seems to be displaced, time don't feel like its at the correct place, everything's disorientated. I taste the other part of sacrifice to conquer distance as a barrier, and it isn't tasty at all. Life isn't that easy after all. I see so much, i think too much. It's always easier to be said than done my friends. Most importantly, we appreciate what we have now. The biggest regret will be not doing what I should have done earlier, and all I can say is, it's a blessing to have you being part of my life. Fighting a momentary fear is better than a life time regression. 

Love you all ~

I see you

I'm not sure about some people but I think I've thought about another part of myself. 

I am just 19 but somehow I don't have that URGE or DESIRE or THIRST to go party all night long and drink like some cow anymore. Doesn't mean I don't want it, obviously if there is I don't mind attending a party / clubbing. I prefer a relax and peaceful atmosphere and just have a good ol' chilling session with my friends. Just sit by the pool side, park, mamak, simple snacks , drinks, and just talk our hearts out. 

Yesterday was a little too bored so I decided to call everyone out. Went from my house about 9-ish to Sunway to kidnap Nigel then off to SS2 to kidnap leng and man and wchun, then off to kidnap shiatteen and somehow ended up at a park in Kota Damansara and we just chat till midnight and i somehow got home 3am.

I know some songs such as techno, trance, electro, house, pop can change a person's mood and affects the way a person drives. But for me, I drive even faster and goes day dreaming with songs really slow such as these. These are also songs that makes me think a lot while I'm driving and I somehow drive even faster than listening to party songs lol. These are also songs that are stuck in my head for now.

- Kina Grannis - Valentine

- Jason Derulo - Riding solo

- A cursive memory - A piano song

- Until June - In My Head

- Kylie Minogue - All the lovers

- Mika - I see you

- Mika - By the time

- Augustana - Boston

- Wyclef Jean - Sweetest girl

Had a good long talk with a friend and I learn to see how people suffer under those fake smile they put on every time they go out. I feel you, you feel me. Love you all.