To Narnia !

our trademark when we go for a drink. Cheers high above, " to Narnia ". A symbol of unity and friendship.

Friends comes and goes, true friends never leave. 

A true friend understands and help to work things out.

How I wish you were here with me =D

Zouk KL

I watched Inception !! and it's beyond awesome. Inception and Angels & Demons are one of the best shows ever to me :) Sean Nigel and me in tropicana city mall, early movie just after dinner and then we head to PARTY !

Was suppose to go Mist in Bangsar but we ended up in Zouk because most the friends are there. So, load the car up with petrol and we got lost in KL. Nice try.

After a few turnings here and there we found Zouk !! It was an awesome night especially with those cars, saw R8 silver, GTRsss, porchesssss and 1 Lambo :)

Yea and Nigel chipped off a small piece of my tooth while I was drinking from a beer bottle he BANG me with his shoulders ... but its cool. 

Then we got lost and ended up NEAR Kajang and i finally manage to get us back to PJ :)

I had a really really good time with them. One of the best. And I'm officially broke. totally over spent this 2 months. You wouldn't wanna know how much =S

Guess who we met in the morning. Okay its not morning but it's OUR morning :)

Our Beloved Nat !!! :) loves. 

Changes

Vuvuzela !!

Thing's been getting really hectic lately. Last minute assignments and crap stress over a video editing again. Making a movie isn't easy when you don't have a smooth transaction to the story. I realize it's the same applied to a person's life. When I'm down, i tend to see more sad occasions around me. Especially me and friends. Trouble floats around but I notice the existence more now. It's never easy going through something by yourself. Friends are there for a reason. A companion, a buddy, an angel that walks the journey with you with love. 

I've got uncountable friends who went, who is going, and is in Australia and people by my side, are leaving 1 by 1. It's just a matter of time. But does it have to be this soon and this far and this long ?

Recently, a couple of friends just left in this few weeks, overseas. Even when I knew they'll be there for a few months or a year plus, I'm still sad. What more those that are not even sure if they're coming back after their degree. What shatters will be the road ahead. Changes that I'm going through now, I'm not used to it and I need time to adapt. It won't be short i guess. Things seems to be displaced, time don't feel like its at the correct place, everything's disorientated. I taste the other part of sacrifice to conquer distance as a barrier, and it isn't tasty at all. Life isn't that easy after all. I see so much, i think too much. It's always easier to be said than done my friends. Most importantly, we appreciate what we have now. The biggest regret will be not doing what I should have done earlier, and all I can say is, it's a blessing to have you being part of my life. Fighting a momentary fear is better than a life time regression. 

Love you all ~

I see you

I'm not sure about some people but I think I've thought about another part of myself. 

I am just 19 but somehow I don't have that URGE or DESIRE or THIRST to go party all night long and drink like some cow anymore. Doesn't mean I don't want it, obviously if there is I don't mind attending a party / clubbing. I prefer a relax and peaceful atmosphere and just have a good ol' chilling session with my friends. Just sit by the pool side, park, mamak, simple snacks , drinks, and just talk our hearts out. 

Yesterday was a little too bored so I decided to call everyone out. Went from my house about 9-ish to Sunway to kidnap Nigel then off to SS2 to kidnap leng and man and wchun, then off to kidnap shiatteen and somehow ended up at a park in Kota Damansara and we just chat till midnight and i somehow got home 3am.

I know some songs such as techno, trance, electro, house, pop can change a person's mood and affects the way a person drives. But for me, I drive even faster and goes day dreaming with songs really slow such as these. These are also songs that makes me think a lot while I'm driving and I somehow drive even faster than listening to party songs lol. These are also songs that are stuck in my head for now.

- Kina Grannis - Valentine

- Jason Derulo - Riding solo

- A cursive memory - A piano song

- Until June - In My Head

- Kylie Minogue - All the lovers

- Mika - I see you

- Mika - By the time

- Augustana - Boston

- Wyclef Jean - Sweetest girl

Had a good long talk with a friend and I learn to see how people suffer under those fake smile they put on every time they go out. I feel you, you feel me. Love you all. 

Can't Smile Without You

Can't smile without you by Barry Manilow is really beautiful.

Well, I've witness how my cousin got married to a girl he loved and it is just so beautiful. I've been trying to find a word to describe how I felt at that very moment they were declared husband and wife but I just couldn't.

I can't even verify my actual feeling nowadays as it's messed up with all sorts of it. I suddenly felt like taking a picture of this necklace that I had with me, maybe this is what I feel at that very moment. In this picture it illustrates most of my feelings perhaps, I need a proper translation. I took this photo in such a way that it feels loved and secure. I edited this photo in such a way that it looks smooth and lovely and warm. So what is that in the language of love ? haha 

Emptyness

Its been 3 days since you left and thing's been really different for everyone back here. Feeling somehow empty and something's always missing. 

Just like that, you left. Even if it's 5 months, it felt like 5 years. No one was ever ready to let you go.
Please make sure you come back after 2012 or I have no idea if we can all accept the fact that you'll be gone for good.

All I can say is, saying goodbye wasn't easy at all. Especially after how we are given this wonderful gift ;) Too bad time wasn't on our side. But a long wait will pay off.  So much to say !

You're deeply missed and always up and around our thoughts. Have a good time there Nat. 

Monkey Nat

I never  liked saying goodbye and I never will. Its somehow something we'll all have to face one day where everyone leave you one by one. One of me dearest friend is leaving and its gonna be 3 years. Now thats saddening. Well, time isn't the biggest factor to determine how close you are to a person, its all the lil things that gets together that makes 2 person close. We didn't had much time together and definitely not much at all until u get back ( if u will ). Not sure if I should be proud of this but I get really close to some people fast enough, to have great times together but saying goodbye will be a heartbreaker. 

To my dear Natalie a.k.a. Monkey !
Thing's been great for me and I'm blessed to have you part of my life. May you enjoy your life in Australia and take real good care of yourself out there. Stuffs happened, happens, but at least, we're happy being together rite. I surely miss the times we had together.

Your dumbness, your retardedness, your funnyness, your love, your caring, your laughs and stuffs that we've been through together will now be memories and may this be not forgotten.

How you try to seduce me with the pizza ? 

Act cute yea !

Hiding from some black dude in college ?

I can never forget this ! Anita washing plates in kitchen !

You'll deeply be missed by me and all of your friends back here. May you have the best of luck and please don't forget us. May faith bring us together again. =D

Loves ~

Jia Kent and Jasmine

How music plays a role in everyday life and be part of it.

XX

To SOME of you who knows me, I don't fancy mainstream music much. A friend of mine introduced me to this band called The XX with their album Self Titled. It's good. Somehow indie bands or say, the wide choices of non mainstream songs has this thing that suites most of my mood sometimes. Still need trance and electro to bang my head out or to stone. 

The xx are a three-piece band from London, England, formed in 2005.The four original band members met at Elliott School, notable for alumni including Hot Chip, Burial and Four Tet. The xx was originally a four-piece band, but keyboardist Baria Qureshi left the group in late 2009. how sad.

The XX - Intro
The XX - VCR
The XX - Shelter
This 3 songs i favor most in their latest album. Try it out.