Saturday, 23 May 2009

The other side



Watching the sun set, wondering if a better one will rise
As the earth spins without us bothering, it somehow went off course.
Life is a great gift by God and it can be simple or complicated depending on how you live it. But sometimes, have any of you experienced difficulties that bothers you by someone else ?
As I write on, i believe some of you would not know where is this passage going, but somehow, i just feel like typing without thinking of the phrases.
6 months has passed since I left my growing shelter (schl) and 6 months ago, I was imagining about today's life. Wondering who where when is going on...
Won't say that my college life is perfect because as good things come, bad things comes too.
If one loose something , something better will come back.
Its just that its really hurtful watching things or relationship drifting by helplessly, which I have done all i can but no one seems to be by my side when I need one.

After taking a deep breathe, closing my eyes, saying to myself it will hold on,
From the time we crossed path into each others lives,
We were best friends when we set our differences apart,
Together we've been through the stickiest situations,
When all of a sudden, its time for us to take a different path,
As we go on, we'll share our stories and
At the end of the day, we'd be proud that we've known each other.

A simple phrase that would be practiced by many people, but some of my friends don't seem to. When I left high school, I gave myself too much hope that everyone will Carry along what we gave each other after those days for some time. I know everyone of us will have to separate far apart one day, but never soon.
Watching some drifting apart with me or us with specific reasons are something that got onto my nerves. Some that never appreciate, some that doesn't bother, some that is so lackadaisical , some that takes things for granted. Some changing drastically into someone I don even recognise. Sick of repeating the same thing about those times we had that some cherished, which now dissapeared.
Having some bad times this few weeks..
There are some that last and some will not, for some of those will know how does it feel. 'what a waste' for some, 'who cares'.

Like one said, not everything has a happy ending.


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Now picking up Pool as a game in hobby,

Joining Futsal in HELP

Currently learnt a new word from a new friend " Devonier " means stupid.

Currently broke, no $$$$

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